The Dough
The Toast

A new series I’m writing for The Toast about women, creative work, and money. First up: Internet fixture AB Chao on switching careers, owning her business, and living offline

The Extra Woman
The Awl
One in an irregular series of profiles of fabulous older women.

“They told her she was too fat,” Daniller said. “Well, guess what? Her first big film, and she got the Oscar for it! Imagine. Years of being told you are not suitable for the screen—you’re too fat, too short, you walk like a duck—and you get the Oscar.”

The Scratch Interview with Cheryl Strayed

Cheryl Strayed: I would have written those books whether I was paid for them or not. They’re all labors of love. Of course, that doesn’t mean I’m not totally ambitious. I’m really ambitious.

Manjula Martin: I’m always curious about the relationship between ambition and fame. On one hand, the desire to be a famous writer can be useful—you have to have drive, ambition. You need to be balls-out doing what you’re going to do to have any hope of success. But on the other hand, so many writers conflate ambition with wanting to be famous. Particularly in the era of internet fame, whatever that is. Did you aspire to being a famous writer?

Cheryl Strayed: I want be recognized for beautiful work, for good work, for real work. I really want to be recognized for that. Which is different than saying I want to be famous. If you want to be famous, don’t be a writer.

John Vanderslice: Flaws and All
The Magazine
San Francisco’s indie rock scene is alive and well—and going analog

JV smiling

John Vanderslice wants me to know he’s not a Luddite. We’re sitting on a blue couch of vague vintage in a cluster of brightly painted rooms in a warehouse in San Francisco’s Mission District, and he’s expounding on the awesomeness of computers.

“Computers are fucking fantastic,” says Vanderslice. “Everything is better now. Everything. The only thing in my world that isn’t better is recording technology.”

Vanderslice has an unwavering passion for analog recording technologies, flaws and all. “You know when you’re attracted to someone?” he asks. “It’s because they’re interesting, they’re confident, they’re filled with weird flaws. It’s not that they’re perfect.”

Annotation Tuesday! Susan Orlean and The American Man, Age 10
Nieman Storyboard

Manjula Martin: Here are some of Esquire’s cover subjects from 1992, the same year you wrote this story for the magazine: Howard Stern, Clint Eastwood, Spike Lee, George H.W. Bush and Winona Ryder. How does Colin Duffy fit into that lineup?

Susan Orlean: He doesn’t fit at all! He’s a kid and they are all adults; he’s unknown and “ordinary,” and they’re all very public figures.

MM: Your editor at Esquire originally wanted you to write a profile of Macaulay Culkin, star of Home Alone. You said you’d only do the story if you could find a fitter subject than Culkin to illustrate the headline “The American Man, Age Ten.” Your editor agreed. Was it really that easy? How do you sell a cover story to a major magazine about a random un-famous kid?

SO: It really was that easy. I sometimes think it was a once-in-a-lifetime thing. I was so naïve that I didn’t realize how crazy it was to take my first-ever assignment from Esquire and suggest such a radical redirection. I was so naïve that I didn’t realize it would have been much easier to profile Macaulay Culkin than an unknown suburban kid, just because readers come to a story about a celebrity already comfortable — they understand what a celebrity profile is all about. The writer doesn’t have to explain why the story is worthy of their attention. But a story about an ordinary 10-year-old forces the writer to justify why this seemingly unimportant subject deserves time and column inches.


Reading Isn’t a Sprint, It’s a Marathon
Oyster Review
The day I decided to read every E.M. Forster novel back-to-back, I had just finished watching five seasons of The Vampire Diaries in a row. It had taken me about five weeks—on average, that’s 22 episodes of a 50-minute teen vampire drama per week. I was worn out, emotionally and eyeball-wise. My brain and sensibilities were overfull with the fictional adventures of a group of teenagers and vampires in a mythical small town called Mystic Falls. Vials of blood and visions of perfectly waxed man-chests kept showing up in my dreams. I had binge-watched, oh yes I had, and binge-watched with abandon and glee. … READ MORE

A Change Is Gonna Come
Aeon Magazine
Sam Cooke’s civil rights song turns 50 – the political made personal, and heartbreak transmuted into fiery action

Snow formed and failed, and tried again to form. I stuck to the margins of the action and kept walking. I put my headphones on. The shiny black of a gendarmes baton caught my eye as he passed me at arm’s length, chasing a young man wearing a hooded sweatshirt. The smell of teargas drifted across the avenues. Sam Cooke sang. And for the first time in my life I felt it, there, in a moment of private, personal pain and public, political upheaval: something bigger. … READ MORE

Pacific Standard
Are my emotions making me sick? 

I’m not misfiling religion in the science drawer; I know illness is not an emotion. And yet I also know that my grief, like my asthma, is always present. I know that I am deeply sad and I cannot breathe. … READ MORE

Three Guns
Hazlitt Magazine
The ones that scare us, the ones that take things away from us, and the ones that make us feel in control

1) In a small, unfurnished apartment in Tigard, a depressed suburban town in Oregon, I sat on Lupe’s boyfriend’s gun. … READ MORE

The Best Work in Literature
Virginia Quarterly Review online
Why are writers so eager to leave our jobs behind?

My family’s store was housed in a grand 1910 sandstone building, formerly a bank. The basement was cool and dark. It smelled like damp cement and Styrofoam, but to me it was the shadowy secret headquarters of capital. My grandparents had repurposed the old bank vault as their office, its original meter-thick door permanently propped open like a steel monument to the place’s past as a retailer of money. When I delivered my packing slips to the manager’s filing cabinet, I could see an intricate interior system of old locks and gears in the door’s cross-section. Prior to working at the store, I had been enchanted by the mechanics of the cash register, by its percussive flashes of bells, sliding parts, and coins. But in the basement I realized the sales floor operations were a façade: the real work of business was happening downstairs. The basement was both the physical and fiscal seat of power in the store. This was where the money lived, in the heavy lifting that made those wine glasses shine for the yuppie newlyweds shopping upstairs, and even deeper, behind a steel door as thick as I was tall. I wondered then if everything I knew and experienced might have a similar duplicity—another thing, a working and sweating mechanism beneath the surface. … READ MORE

Under the Boardwalk 
Longform.org, Maura Magazine
A Memoir of Santa Cruz

A few weeks ago, I drove for an hour and a half down the coast of California from San Francisco to Santa Cruz, where I was born and raised. Santa Cruz is a small city of about 60,000 people that maintains a unique identity due in part to its physical location. It’s not really a suburb of anything. A bay separates it from its nearest southern neighbor, Monterey; to the east, mountains offer a physical barrier against San Jose and the series of strip-mall towns and office-parks that bleed Silicon Valley into the Bay Area. To the north lies Devil’s Slide, a winding oceanside highway pass that makes access from San Francisco more of an adventurous undertaking than a practical one.

I’ve been driving that familiar stretch of coast since I was a teenager, but on this trip, I found it changed. Devil’s Slide was suddenly inaccessible—my car was detoured into a tunnel through the mountain that had been hotly debated and in process for so long I never expected it to actually be finished. I felt uncomfortable. … READ MORE

The Albums of Our Lives: Time (The Revelator)
The Rumpus

My first revelation was in a car, a rusted but strong 1985 Toyota Camry I bought from a friend’s older brother for 500 bucks. One hot summer morning in 2002 in Portland, Oregon, I packed it to the windows with everything I owned and pointed it south.

I popped a CD into the Diskman I’d rigged up to play through the car’s cassette player. It was a recent country album, a gift I’d been hesitant to listen to because I was 26 and still thought that rock ‘n’ roll was the only music for me. But I liked the title: Time (The Revelator). A revelator is one that reveals. Messy truths and all. … READ MORE

Some Hustles in Alphabetical Order, 1992-2002
The Billfold

Necklaces form around the throats of young women so easily, without effort or awareness, the shadow impressions left by experience: here lies the bootprint of capital, here the chain of economy, here the encircled habits I’ll forget to take off in the shower every time. … READ MORE

Dear Modern Farmer…
I used to co-write an organic gardening advice column with my dad for Modern Farmer.
It’s like Click and Clack, but for gardening…

manj & orin_photo by stephanie martinMANJULA: Soil is like that guy you dated in college: you can’t change him. You can’t alter your soil’s texture, but you can amend the soil’s components over time to make it more conducive to plant growth. It’s like therapy, but for dirt.

ORIN: I sometimes feel like being a gardening teacher is sort of like being a therapist.

MANJULA: Except you got to skip grad school. So is your advice to Sandy really if her soil sucks, she should move?

ORIN: Well, lucky for Sandy, the panacea for any soil is always the same: Add organic matter (compost and green manure) and distribute it into the soil through cultivation (a.k.a. digging). That’s how organic growers do it and that’s how Big Ag did it until fertilizers were industrialized last century.

Dear Modern Farmer: Is My Soil Hot or Not?, Modern Farmer


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